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Mushroom Walk

Fly Agaric
Banded Mottlegill
Laughing Gym
Redlead Roundhead
Pine Bolete

I’m no mycologist but I love when M and I get out in October for a mushroom walk. Having grown up in a barren prairie I’m always giddy when I come across adorable fungi, acorns, or thick carpets of moss. I’ll save the moss for another blog entry, but oh my, I love living on the coast.

Positive Disintegration

I am just discovering for myself the good that comes from deconstructing our previous selves and reconstructing to create more authenticity, more flow and eventually reach a more balanced, conscious state of being. My priorities have begun to shift realistically to fit in the things that nurture my state of being. Most recently I have made room for learning. Learning about myself, about the highest forms of divine feminine power, and what exactly I want to manifest into my life now and in the future. I don’t want old narratives and unsolicited advice to cloud my decision making. Part of that is breaking down the role-self I have been living through and let my real feelings, desires, and needs break through like sunbursts breaking through the cracks in a cement wall. It’s not easy but I have found so much more life in those spaces.

The people who do this too are the people I most sincerely connect with. We learn from each other. We talk about the things we think and then we change as people when we gain more understanding of the world around us.

In my humble opinion, the people who are not willing to deconstruct, reconstruct, slip up, apologize, and change, are not willing to connect on a real human level either. It’s hard when they are related by blood. It’s hard when they’re old friends and somehow through the years you’ve drifted apart. It’s hard when people don’t allow you to change within their own framework even though you are drastically different from who you used to be.

And with that kids, the message of this episode is:

What I feel and who I choose to become has merit.