Lucky You

Lucky you,

You’re so special,

So chosen,

So important,.

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But I will never find out why.

Not until I die.

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Lucky you,

You are so tertiary that you do not need to worry,

you will accept what you are given in the end and

it will make you happy.

Lucky you.

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Lucky you,

If your husband wants a prettier, younger, wife,

You get a prettier, younger, friend to be forever pregnant with.

Or maybe hundreds.

Lucky you.

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Lucky you,

If you don’t want to watch him flirt, play, and be in love with other women,

You can choose

between a lonely Hell, or a lonelier Heaven.

Lucky you.

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Unashamed

Unashamed in my Eden.

My existence being mine.

My soul connecting to those hidden parts that I am just discovering are there.

To be balanced means to feel naked in the warm sand

and clothed by the cool salt sea.

To feel large

and small.

It is so exciting

Yet so terrifying

To feel truly free to

be.